Writers are generally a crazy sort of people. To name just a few: Emily Dickinson, Sylvia Plath, Virginia Woolf, Edgar Allen Poe, Lewis Carroll, Joseph Heller (have you read Catch-22? You’d have to be crazy to write something like that!).
Ann Waldron writes “Writers do behave oddly. They can be monomaniacal about their work, obsessional about rewriting, insecure about any success they might have, paranoid about editors and publishers, riddled with anxiety about their talent. They are often nonconformists.” (Special to The Washington Post – March 14, 1989, pp. 13-15 (c) The Washington Post)
And if you think about it, writers also hear voices. Voices in their heads, in sounds, in shadows. And, admit it, they talk to those voices. All in the name of the art though.
I’m a writer.
Writers do not generally like to admit that they are crazy, that they hear voices and talk to those voices. Denial or rationalization are thin excuses for the craziness.
I’m a writer.
I bought a cat. I figure that I can talk to a cat, and no one will think I’m crazy. They might think it kind of strange, but talking to a cat is also kind of endearing. Even now, a smile is on your face and you just get it. You get how talking to a cat, sounding out dialogue, asking rhetorical questions, seeking plot advice from a cat is kind of cute!
So I talk to Chuck. The great thing is, she can’t tell me how dumb my ideas are or how boring my story is.
She does, however, hurt my feelings when she leaves the room in the middle of our conversation.
That’s the kind of insult only a cat could give.
Sorry, kid. The crazy writing gene is genetic, I’m afraid. Your great, great grandma Kittie and your grandma Belsey both were writers. And I’ve lost track how many writing cousins we have. Not to mention you and me. But the good news is, I think our sort of craziness is what ultimately makes us the sanest folks on the planet. That is, that’s what I keep telling the voices in my head . . . and, oh, Chuck told me she thinks you’re really funny (if I’m interpreting catspeak correctly) . . .
Mom
June 27th, 2008